profile My name is Michtashia Micheng Bumbumpaw. Full-time couch potato. I love milk, dinosaurs and chilling out. I don't like blocked noses and spicy food. I speak English, Bahasa Indonesia and Mandarin plus a little Korean. I sing in the shower occasionally and I pick my wedgie in public. Drop me an email! michtashia@msn.com Pages Previous Page | Next Page affiliates |
Saturday, September 07, 2013 @ September 07, 2013
Ought to be like You Too many memories made that I just can't get over it as quickly as I wanted. Heck, I don't think I should even get over it. Home is where the heart is, but where is my heart?I came here wanting to update more but this weather and stomachache is making me lose my focus and words. [Edited] I was going through my e-mails in my POP folder (I have no idea what that is) and I came across one email my dung dung brother sent me. When he was still all nice and encouraging - now he's so distant and cold (I hope he reads this hehehe). Patience and PersistenceThe topics "patience" and "persistence" are always something I've struggled with, I'm sure everyone else too (but this is my blog). Although I like to think that I'm one of the most patient person I know, this particular "patience" is not from the fact that I am really good at tolerating others. This particular "patience" is the ability to tolerate delays and continue doing whatever it is. Like, even if there isn't any visible results, continue waking up early anyway (hardest thing for me to do).
I've always only wanted things that were instant. I've always been the kind of person who refuse to invest in something that seem unattainable. I've always talked myself out of things - but that is another topic altogether.
This e-mail was sent over 2 years ago, which got me reflecting. I like to think that I've grown in certain areas, but I'm pretty sure "patience and persistence" are not part of it. But as we go along from here, I'm feeling hopeful. Love, Peace & Uh huh MICHTASHIA |