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My name is Michtashia Micheng Bumbumpaw. Full-time couch potato. I love milk, dinosaurs and chilling out. I don't like blocked noses and spicy food. I speak English, Bahasa Indonesia and Mandarin plus a little Korean. I sing in the shower occasionally and I pick my wedgie in public.

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    Tuesday, October 30, 2012 @ October 30, 2012
    ranttt

    Haven't really updated here for quite some time. Didn't have proper internet connection during that period and I actually went back to Singapore for 3 weeks!

    Whatever it is ..I'm back to rant.

    I've been rather depressed (depressed as in the emotion of feeling down and not the clinical diagnosis of being depressed) for these couple of weeks. I don't like feeling depressed because Michelle isn't supposed to feel depressed because of plenty of reasons (i.e I have food on the table, I have money in my wallet, I have people who loves me, I have a perfectly healthy body etc.) ...but the truth is, everyone, rich or poor, have their moments.

    Right now, I'm in a form of a daze. Someone just called me a "spoilt teenager" and added "naive" after that. I mean, I won't deny it - I do act like a "spoilt teenager" ..but what defines being "spoilt"? Apart from trying to act like I've got no cares in the World, this particular "spoilt teenager" is actually quite responsible. Okay, maybe not as much as how others expect me to be. Scratch that. I don't think I'm responsible, look at my life! .....okay I'll succumb to the truth. I am a spoilt teenager.

    I've blogged about being frustrated to have to follow society's rule and carefully fulfilling the checklist of life. In all honesty, I haven't exactly done anything to change that situation but I'm also confused of the next step I have to take.

    I'm currently sitting on the fence. Wondering if I should just go back to Singapore or continue living in Tegal. I mean, the only difference is that I would probably feel less pressured back in Singapore but that wouldn't change anything. Ohwell.

    I thank God Mom has been such a support to me. Reminding me to pray and actually find strength from  my Father in heaven. I really love my Mom ...and it was such a bummer that I couldn't be with her on her 49th birthday. Still, I really thank God for the blessings & favor that has been crowned on me.


    Love, Peace & Still Confused
    MICHTASHIA