profile My name is Michtashia Micheng Bumbumpaw. Full-time couch potato. I love milk, dinosaurs and chilling out. I don't like blocked noses and spicy food. I speak English, Bahasa Indonesia and Mandarin plus a little Korean. I sing in the shower occasionally and I pick my wedgie in public. Drop me an email! michtashia@msn.com Pages Previous Page | Next Page affiliates |
Wednesday, May 30, 2012 @ May 30, 2012
Society Battles Life has been really good to me but I can't seem to appreciate that fact. I hate how time is passing by so quickly. I turn 21 this year and I really do not look forward to it. I don't want to be an adult, I don't want to have responsibilities, I'm still a kid through and through. Everyone thinks so, I think so too. I hate how society makes up so many ridiculous 'guidelines'. Like the need of education, a stable job, get married, have kids, grow old and die. Why can't we just live our lives to the fullest? Who cares if you live from paycheck to paycheck but you use that paycheck to party and have fun throughout the month. I know many feel happy to be living that way. They're only depressed because society shun them. People automatically think that they're throwing their lives away, they think that they are not 'grown up'. It's like everyone gets pressured by everyone else. It's like a race that everyone participates whether they like it or not. It's like letting the world defines who you are. Maybe I'm just ranting because I've got nothing to be proud of right now. Truth is, I love what I'm doing now, but I know it's not enough to please society ..& that's the only reason why I'm constantly depressed.
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Ranting aside, I've been good in Tegal. I love my relationship with my family here. I love how I have a father-figure to look to here. I'm well-fed and I've got activities scheduled all week so I don't have much time to get depressed in my room. I don't watch much TV and I don't get broadband. There's neither a cinema nor a bowling alley here ...but Papa said it's for the best. So I would be able to focus. I'm happy Michelle \(^^)/ Love, Peace & TV MICHTASHIA |