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My name is Michtashia Micheng Bumbumpaw. Full-time couch potato. I love milk, dinosaurs and chilling out. I don't like blocked noses and spicy food. I speak English, Bahasa Indonesia and Mandarin plus a little Korean. I sing in the shower occasionally and I pick my wedgie in public.

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    Tuesday, April 05, 2011 @ April 05, 2011
    Sparkling Sparkling

    Eventful week/weekend. Went to church for the first time this year ..feels familiar. Hung out with Angelin, Kasey & Angelica. Zhengquan bought me dinner yesterday. I missed him, like how I miss all my other friends. Sucks that everyone gots their own schedules & I'm always in my own world.

    Here are some photos :
     With Raffaele & Sofia. Little Italian Massaglis :D 

    Which reminds me that I've chosen names for my kids. LOL! I want 3 kids, 2 boys (hopefully twins) & a girl. Boys: Darius Johanson, Julius Keanu; Girl: Kimora Tessa. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

     Tootsie Pop ♥
     Church with Angelin & Angelica

     Long drives to everywhere random with Kasey ♥

    Pasar Malam!! HAHAHA


    …

    Have been feeling depressed. I hate how my life is turning out to be ..I can't really type out my feelings here since I really don't want people to judge me with my problems. It's hard being alive, I really don't see the need in my existence. I can't even cry anymore, it's like I forgot how to.

    I need a job or an internship but I'm really not confident in myself. I'm actually interested of getting an internship in an architectural firm but then I'll have to at least be able to use SketchUp & autoCAD. I really don't know. (Oh & I'll need a wardrobe overhaul - can't really afford that right now.)

    I doubt I'm going to Indonesia anymore. I really don't know how long I should be there & I really don't wanna impose. I already feel like a burden to my own family, it would be worse if I go there especially since they're just my god-family.

    I've been feeling like a burden to everyone around me, my friends, family. I really think I'm just bring them down. All these just because I feel like a worthless piece of garbage. Do I sound depressed here? I think I am. I've actually contemplated suicide but being the coward that I am ..I'm still alive.


    ps. Easter is coming - CHOCOLATE EGGS!
    pps. so is Angelica's 22nd birthday.
    ppps. I really really need a job
    pppps. I want the iPad 2 (for the sake of having one)
    ppppps. sigh :(
    pppppps. I want kids.
    ppppppps. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


    Love, Peace & IT'S APRIL ALCHREADY!!!
    MICHTASHIA