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My name is Michtashia Micheng Bumbumpaw. Full-time couch potato. I love milk, dinosaurs and chilling out. I don't like blocked noses and spicy food. I speak English, Bahasa Indonesia and Mandarin plus a little Korean. I sing in the shower occasionally and I pick my wedgie in public.

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michtashia@msn.com


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  • Sunday, March 20, 2011 @ March 20, 2011
    What is right & what is wrong?

    (25th April 2009 - Sentosa)

    They say "there'll be light at the end of the tunnel", but what if I'm not in a frikin tunnel? I feel like I've been running a never-ending race only to realize that I've been running in circles. It's just like one of my favorite songs; Over by Epik High :
    Who can tell
    Your livin is an organized hell
    The mansion of your mind just an oversized cell
    The pressure
    Everythin is done to a measure
    In the sea of competition sunk like a treasure
    Like a feather fallin slow
    Spiraling to the floor
    Strung up like a broken violin to your course
    Opportunity is knockin at your door
    But you never left a welcome mat (it doesn't matter anymore)
    Or anyhow but you're too late to turn back
    Fate pushin you into the wall like a thumbtack
    Aint no comebacks in this game of life
    Roll the dice again
    Roll it once, never twice
    I constantly wonder if all the decisions I've made are just tiny wrong choices that snowballed to a life leading to misery or if the experiences I've experienced as a failure is something that would lead me to a greater good. In a lot of ways, I'm actually a coward. I'm too afraid to try, I'm too afraid to stand up. I'm afraid to fail - but unknowingly, I've already failed. All this strong front isn't going to fool anyone - but myself.

    Love, Peace & Over
    MICHTASHIA